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It is starting to get to me!

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Poeky Wellington Jan 31, 2003 05:15 Read 80 times, Dig?
I think iīll go slightly crazy some time soon. Iīve been traveling scine the ago of 5, when yer that age you dont really mind saying bye to friends (at lest i didnīt i guess), you know that the next port you go to will have other adventurs and people with cool toys that you might trade etc. new and more exciting playgrounds and beachs and parks. I was used to it, didnīt really think twice about it then. Scine iīve moved to Barcelona, iīve met so many people that intreeged me and that i would like to get to know better. You go to the same classes as these people, or you hang out at the same bar, you talk and extange opinions on verious topic, you shear part of your self with these people, including the whole experience of going abrod to Spain to learn the language. the latter is what dose it in my opinion. When abrod i guess itīs only natural and human to want to seek out companions, people who find themselve in the same or similar situations, and that is your rock. the fact that you know that there are other people in the same situation is what make you feel normal and at familure in our surrounding, because if you think about it when we are "at home" we also feel normal and thus, donīt feel out of place and unsacure which is what we want, to feel like we belong. However i donīt think this is my particular problem, i feel more like i meet people whos company i enjoy and know that when i or them change class or city i will most likly never see them again. yeah yeah, everyone alwayz says that they will mail and come and visit you bt to large a number of people donīt mean it and thet to me is a shame coz i guess i do. Once iīm back in Amsterdam and try to resume my live there after the live that i have had here (i by the way, have no clue how that will work for me pero vamos a ver no) i would love if at lest some of the people that i met here would come and visit me there. to be continued.... 
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